Thursday, August 07, 2008
everyday i'm fighting a war to clear stuff in my room. who would have thought clearing out stuff to throw away was so damn difficult? everytime i question a box of unused/useless stuff, she gets angry. i have no reason why. and she has been nagging at me to clear my room and so here i am, i have been clearing my room but she's getting angry?! omg she's damn hard to please i don't know what she wants i'm so sick of it. so many things in my room are hers which is keeps saying she'll look through before she decides what to do with it and yet she has been scolding me to clear all my stuff in my room. i have no idea what she wants. i'm having a major cleanup in my room and thank goodness my dad and bro are doing something to help me or i would have been that 20 year old girl who commited suicide printed in the newspaper. seriously. and i've uncovered so many boxes to my digust and shock (of my life) at what she has been totally keeping and adding to my room. i just want to swear right now and maybe fling some things around. i'm so angry and i'm trying to calm myself down. seriously, what is your problem?
this is driving me crazy but the sake of myself i will carry on with this madness with her. let's all get crazy together. i just want to clear up my room.
love you like a sister;
12:33 am
